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August 29, 2009 at 8:08pm
Mood: bouncy
Music: welcome to oblivion-madina lake
Subject: :DDDDD
i want thattttt.
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August 27, 2009 at 12:45pm
Subject: :DD
OHEMGEE.
I owe my life to three people now (:
My sister who will help me pay for it
My sister in law who will take me to it
&& Dallis from Richmond, VA
:D
AFI<3
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August 26, 2009 at 9:42pm
Subject: dsxfghjkml
stupid thing.
such a waste of money.
ugh.
can't even hold f'ckin dvds.
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August 26, 2009 at 9:09pm
Mood: depressed
Music: shred, white and blue-attack!attack!
Subject: ohohohoh i forgot ;D
in that video i posted a few days ago it's uh, from k.o.3anguo
and i'm obsessed with that mess.
and xiu<3
lemme tell you who's in the video.
kay
1st you see guan yu and lu bu
you should be able to figure them out since
guan yu goes "lu bu!"
so uh, yeah xD
and um
second you see zhang fei, the one who guan yu is all -hand up-
and lu bu is all "stay outa this!"
third is XIU<3
whom i love.
he gets blocked by guan yu, cuz he don't know where the camera is.
also he says "fight to the death!" in the background xD
and then dies laughing at the end haha.
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August 26, 2009 at 9:07pm
Mood: depressed
Music: bitches-hollywood undead
Subject: :/
meh.
my doctor somehow turned into my psych?
wow.
whatever.
just because you say i need to get motivated doesn't mean i'm gonna be.
sorry, nothin' works like that.
my brain works in reverse.
i know i'm gonna grow up to be nothin'
for some reason my depression is getting worse.
i keep crying about it,
but i can't like do anything.
see that's called depression
you want to fix it
but you convince yourself it could be worse.
i don't know why i'm so depressed
:/
nothing new has happened to set it off.
i mean, i just cry now,
everytime someone looks at me.
i used to never cry :/
now it's like every two minutes.
maybe it's because i'm alone, and it's all my fault.
i noticed, i probably have mommy issues.
i look for like motherly characteristics in like girls before i'm all
"awz, i love you"
because my mom hates me :/
and with guys i'm just all "well, whoever likes me, i'll dig it"
then later i'm all "i never liked you. it's just you liked me."
that's my problem, I DON'T LIKE ANYONE.
but when they like me i'm all "i'll take what i can get"
but later i'm miserable.
my boyfriend keeps calling me.
i keep not answering.
he's probably pissed.
but that's okay.
i'm emotionally distancing myself
because i wasn't that physically close to begin with
so like after i'm all emotionally detatched i can be all
"go screw yourself ;D" and not really care.
that's horrible isn't it? :/
ugh.
i'm horrible aren't i?
people should hate me.
maybe that's why i hate myself
because NO ONE else will.
:/
i want that guy at food lion.
i'll go chill with him and watch wrestlemania
and forget everything xD
too bad i'm not friends with him :/
wish i was, he'd be excellent.
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