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November 9, 2009 at 3:57pm
Mood: Reflective
Subject: Things i've learnt....
The things I’ve learnt: If you don’t want to be with somebody, don’t be. It’s not that hard. If it’s not perfect now, chances are it won’t be again. Let go || Breathe || Relax || Everything happens for a reason || No matter how close you think you are to someone, they’re still very capable of screwing you over and given half the chance they probably will || Most boys’ brains are in their pants || If you don’t want drama then don’t talk shit || Things are only as complicated as YOU make them || If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it || It takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it ||
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November 2, 2009 at 1:42pm
Mood: blah
Music: MORE FM
Subject: The weekend
So JD arrived back in Auckland on Thursday night and came around for a spa and shit.. it was pretty goood hanging out and I told him that i realise now how much I like him and want to be with him BUT now he's the one not ready for anything which is fair enough because I did keep him waiting for 6 months.. sucks though!
Anyway Friday at about 9 I went around to his and we ended up going up town with Gary in his v8 landcruiser.. was a good night! didn't get back to his until 5am! Gary's a coooool as guy, i genuinely like him and would like to hang out!
Saturday I spent with JD as well, we went to the beach with Gary and met Frankie down thur then went back to JD's and had a nap! and did fukal on Sat night which was gay cuz it was haloweeen and we were meant to be going up t0wn! meh.
Sunday me, jd, gary and zanis went to a car club meeting / swap meet by hamilton then went to Thompsons Track in Te Aroha.. fuk thats an intense track! that is proper 4x4!!!
Was the most amazing views and incred weather - loved it!
Me and JD weren't really getting along all that well though so just sort of ignored each other but meh whatever. he's being a bit of a jerk and i have soo got to get over him! its fcuking me off although i realllly do enjoy hanging out with him cuz he's always doing shit not just being boring at home and i like that about him!
i'll miss the missions and cruises but hopefully we can still do that.. dont see why not.. we get along pretty damn well minus the relationship bullshit!
sooo.. dont have any plans for this weekend so hope its goooood weather so i can go to the beach!!
I wanna try get to jps this week and andrew wants to come over but i dunooo bout that... arghhh
Saw Carley and her flatmate on sat night man he is hot i might have to drop by there one day ;)
P E A C E
P.S would it be wrong for me to befriend Gary? I met him the same night as JD and they have become pretty good friends but I really do like gary as a firned and wouldn't mind hanging with him
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October 28, 2009 at 1:12pm
Mood: excited
Music: Radio
Subject: Labour weekend
Yay so i'm just back at CMS after a pretty cool labour weekend up north with Crystal and co.
I went up on Friday after work at Ellerslie, went out Friday night with Mike and got blazeddd as ended up staying at his.. didn't have sex with him which was good! Tristan is a darling! He's a cool as guy!
A whole lot of driving round, laxing, day sleeps, tanning and smoking buds pretty much!
JD went to Dunedin for the week on Sunday night and ended things with Nat before hand sooo not to sure where that leaves us but we've been all lovey dovey huni/babe/iluvu texts all week and i think i'm meant to be staying at his on Friday and townnnn on Saturday with Franky and co.. got some good pills aparently so yayaaaa! excited
im getting my hair done this arvo I was so keen on going blonde a.la nicole richie but now might stay darker a bit longer and have lots of blonde highlights a.la ashley tisdale.. hopefully it'll look good!!
i'm pretty excited bout this wknd hopefully it's a goodie and i can go out on the bugie as well... hmmm.
bye for now xx
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October 16, 2009 at 1:39pm
Mood: calm
Music: radio..
Subject: progress
Soo I just read my last journal entry.. quite a lot has changed since then!
I'm not 'exclusive' with jamie anymore. I've since hooked up with Andrew and JP < ;) and Jamie's hooked up with Nat.. buttt we just can't seem to stay away from each other and keep ending up with each other every weekend for the last 3 weeks in which we were meant to be 'broken up'.. arghh
It sucks cuz i actually like him quite a bit but things are always complicated, there's always something wrong, someone saying shiit, or us fightin! meh. "nothing worth having, comes easily" springs to mind!
I duno whether to keep trying or to walk away.. i come so close to making a decision then boom something happens to blow the wind out from under it!ahhh just cruise i guess
So i was up north at the beginning of the week for Poppa's funeral.. i was fcuking stoned most of the time.. even when i went to see the body - that was pretty trippy!
I went out lots with Crystal, Tristan (who is amazing) and his friend Mike and we had some good times and good sesh's! Looking forward to going up prob next weekend for labour w.e YAY! Prob end up hooking up with mike.
Funny thing.. damian goes out with gina, alex's ex, alex is Jds younger bro.. pretty buzzy!
We stopped talking for aaaages and I got his number prob 2 -3 weeks ago and text him and he's just blunt as like "how'd u get my number" and that was it.. didn't think there was a shit show of seeing him as a friend again or casually texting but suprisingly he text me this week just simply saying "u hm, im outside if u r" wtf! i was up north then though.. but then he's like u stil with jd? so im not even sleeping with him etc... veeeery random im actually quite worried about him. hope hes okay. he means the world to me.
Oh emm gee... ashley and jordon are engaged! WTF! craaazy shiiit right thurr! can't believe it! was texting jordy the other day - miss that kip!!!
oh wel thats about it <3
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