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Username: suhrah13
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your-nightmare | September 23, 2009 at 5:38pm
Mood: artistic
Music: Chris Clouse
Subject: WHAHBAM!!...immma slacker.
sorry i havent been on much (well practically at all) lately. Between college and work i am pretty busy all the time... :( , i miss you all terribly...im trying to be on more..but i never get past all the surveys.
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hannahcc | May 22, 2009 at 5:01pm
Subject: Last Day Of School..
Ohh man,
Soo today was the last day of school. It was okay, my favorite part of the day was p.e. because we swam for two hours and i took tons of pics, you can see them on my profile!
but im so sad school is over, im gonna miss everyone soo much. =[ but im also glad its summer.
:)
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lepixiesan | May 1, 2009 at 3:35pm
Subject: Covered in Cake
My birthday is in about 12 days. I know that 16 isn't really old, but I've been looking back on the past year thinking, "what the heck have I been doing?" Because honestly, I don't know. It's so strange how I felt like I was age 14 forever and then age 15 went by in a blink and suddenly I'm driving, looking at colleges, thinking about jobs, watching people I've been friends with since grade school graduating from high school...A good friend of mine that I've actually been friends with for about ten years just turned 18 a little less than a month ago and it kind of freaks me out. Everything about growing up kind of gives me the willies...The idea of making my own choices and actually having to pay for stuff on my own just makes me want to throw myself on the ground and pound my fists while screaming, "I don't wanna grow up!"
I think I've watched Peter Pan about 20 times since April 12th, wishing that I could be Peter and never grow up, never have responsibilities. But at the same time, I do want to grow up. I want to grow up and get my own house, get my independence, and so on and so forth. It's exciting and nerve wracking at the same time.
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hannahcc | March 19, 2009 at 7:16pm
Mood: shocked
Subject: FREAAAKKINNGGG A!!!
Guys...
josh asked me to marry him! holy ****!
this is crazy!
i said yes. but jeeeeezzzz im 14! i love him more than anything!i know this is heckaaa wrong but i cant help it. im so in love with him. ughh this is crazy...
im engaged. and stressed!! AHHH.
Talk to mee??!?!?!
please.;]
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longhorn15273 | March 4, 2009 at 12:01am
Mood: distressed
Music: Even Now - Dashboard Confessional
Subject: Poemmmmm
Heres more creative writing from me. :)
Rain
To guard myself against the rain
That pours so endlessly
The rhythm of the drops keeping my steps in time
I wear armor made of sarcasm
So that you’ll never see
The rain that’s always floating above my head
The rain it forms a puddle
That forms into a lake before too long
But the lake is on my heart and not my face
Smiling so no one suspects
This other quiet side of me
I hide away forever my own fears
I stay away from mirrors
So that it’s never made clear to me
That the rain I dread so much is my unshed tears
Humor is my one redemption
The life boat keeping me from drowning
The gift that God gave me til I could get my life fixed up
But I've become so used to rain
I don't even want it to end
And so the lifeboat springs a leak and starts to fill
The tears aren't falling from my face
But they rust this armor that I wear
Following me forever tarnishing my shine
Time has passed and still I never found
The secret I hid from myself
If only I’d known that my only enemy was me
I never thought to look inside
To free myself from so much self control
To stop myself from drowning in the pool of tears
But my face is slipping underwater
My eyes have finally met their tears
As my nose and mouth are smother with this sign of my emotion
And now I’m dying from the inside out
At least my tears will die with me
The only consolation I can find in death is the death of all the rain
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