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Username: shestoohonest
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August 30, 2009 at 1:43am
Subject: I'm pretty sure
I'm pretty sure
that the guy who ‘liked me’ and ‘wanted to be with me’ is no longer interested.
I have not seen him in almost two weeks.
We have not talked in a few days.
And for some reason, a mutual friend feels the need to tell me that he has seen aforesaid guy ‘chasing some cute girl down at the arcade’.
Alrighty.
Thankssss for the update. Not.
I’d like to just go ahead and add this to the this of things that are in fact good for me to know, but that I would seriously like to pretend I never heard.
But then again, I’m thinking of enforcing a new policy:
1)Don’t lie, ever, no matter how bad the truth is.
2) Don’t waste my time
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June 24, 2009 at 11:33pm
Subject: Loneliness: The Human Condition
Relish in the summer heat.
The body throbs,
So delicately.
There's a sweetness in this light.
And a rush to the head,
The Aftertaste lovers ne'er shed.
To dwindle; to be taken; and yet to posess;
His desperation?
Eternal.
It will Linger, as she leaves.
Loneliness is his own.
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June 24, 2009 at 11:30pm
Subject: The Weakness of mine that is You.
Something stirs within me.
Restlessness is all I am.
Baby, this is the edge.
This night is a slow fever.
You're back to your old ways.
I'm shaking now.
I've realized,
Nothing'll ever change.
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June 15, 2009 at 3:52pm
Subject: "Walk"
I've heard absence kills you faster.
On your knees, and full of grease.
And should you beg, plead, or whimper,
Rejection lusts after the weak.
Refusal, refusal.
I must break your Mind.
While I spend my life searching, you choose to hide.
I be tender, bitter, distant.
And that last gleam of clear blue sky.
Replay all your Memories,
The rules I've made, you can't abide.
I am nothing but some skin.
The person you seek has left; Has gone.
You cannot touch.
You cannot touch.
Must you be free, I can't refuse.
The door is open, should you Walk.
Be door closed, you pick the lock.
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June 6, 2009 at 1:52pm
Mood: infuriated
Subject: Originality and personality in today's youth.
I hate people that go on and on about fake everyone else is, and how original they are. People that think, 'my hair is neon and I loved this and that band way before they were popular, therefore, I am an individual'. STFU. If you need MySpace to tell you what the most obnoxious, fashionable clothes are, you've got a problem. There's nothing wrong with being inspired by something you like. That's not what I'm getting at. Naturally, you will be influenced by your favorite music, what your friends dress like, how the people in your life act, etc.
But I hate it when people go out of their way to project an image of uniqueness. Because when you put on this attitude of how much cooler and different you are from everyone else, it just makes others think less of you. Originality isn't something you create, I don't care what you say. Originality is something you either have or not, and you can't force it. Real, true originality is something that just comes from being yourself and being your own person, and yet being a part of something bigger than yourself. It is NOT about having a 'fuck you, I'm anti-conformity' attitude. It is NOT about trying your hardest to stand out.
And in the same respect, I'm not trying to say that you have to try to fit in, either. Conformity and anti-conformity go hand in hand. What I am trying to say is that you shouldn't try to be like everyone else, and at the same time, you shouldn't try so hard to be different.
In fact, you shouldn't have to try at all. The coolest people I know don't really give a shit about being cool, they just are who they are, and they don't try to be different but they don't try to fit in, either. That is the true definition of coolness, as cheesy as it sounds (believe me, I feel like a douchebag for actually putting that into words.)
End of rant. Thank you for your time
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