sweetlindz | March 2, 2006 at 1:59pm
Music: back then - 3, TRE
Subject: so pretty much
so i just kind of found out that i am trying to be like everybody else. like, i know that love is more important than sex is or will ever be. you need a bond with a person, and for some reason i felt that it was unnecessary lately to have that bond with someone and i wanted to just feel them. you know, like i am tired of always being with people and them hurting me, so i just wanted to fool around. but then julia brought it to my attention that your feelings do get involved. and i said, whining, 'well i want to experience it on my own! i'm sick of ppl telling me how things feel, i need to feel them on my own!' and then she was saying how that innocence and purity is so rare. that's the exact reason i wanted to fool around or whatever. i want to feel like everybody else and know what they do and go through, etc. but i mean, that's not what makes me me, that's what makes me everybody else. and i don't want to be everybody else, so i guess i'll just wait til the right moment comes... absence makes the heart grow fonder. right? well, hopefully i'll really be in love when the moment comes.
♥ x Oo x ♥
L:NDSaY
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