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Username: princessxx0412
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July 15, 2009 at 11:21pm
Mood: guilty
Music: Dierks Bentley
Subject: How am I doin
Has the last person you kissed met your parents?
Yeah.
Have you kissed anybody with a tattoo?
Yeah.
What color shirt were you wearing during your last kiss?
Black.
What is your current annoyance?
People talking shit and trying to start problems.
Are you wearing any make up right now?
Nope.
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Yes of course.
Has anyone ever told you they don't want to lose you?
Yeah.
You have just drank a whole bottle of vodka, what are you doing?
Um. Passed out. Or maybe in the hospital.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed on the lips?
Yeah.
What was the last movie you watched in theaters?
Transformers 2.
Does anyone have feelings for you?
Yesss.
Are you happy with the choices you've made?
There are some things that I'd rather not talk about.
Where's your favorite place to be?
Wherever.
Is there someone you used to talk to every day that you don't talk to at all?
Yeah.
Do you believe that any of your exes think about you?
Ha. Doubt it.
Has 2009 been a good year?
It's been up there. A roller coaster, I'll tell you that right now!
Were you single on your last birthday?
Nope!
Do you think someone wants to be with you right now?
Yeah. I'm taken by the most amazing man ever! =]
Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Yeah.
What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
Stupid stuff.
Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Yes.
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
I dont know.
What was the last thing you ate?
Chips.
When were you the saddest in your whole life?
I don't even know.
If you had the chance to speak to George Bush, would you?
Hell no.
Do you like pineapple?
Yes.
What year was your dad born in?
1962
Did you make out with anyone yesterday?
Yeah...
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
Mitch and Jeremy.
Has someone recently told you something you didn't want to hear?
YEAH.
Will tomorrow be a good day?
I don't know.
Are you sober?
Yeah, right now I am.
Do you currently have a hickey?
=[
Mhm.
Do you have any brothers?
Yeah. One.
Have you shaved your legs in the past 3 days?
Yeah.
Do you lead people on?
Sometimes, yeah.
Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Ha yeah.
Are you afraid of needles?
Nope.
Do you hate the last person you kissed?
Nope.
You a fan of acoustic music?
Very much so.
At the beginning of November, who were you "with"?
Nicholas Leo Bressler <3
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July 1, 2009 at 3:09pm
Music: Bella's lullaby
Subject: bitchfest.
Internet and cable are getting shut off today sometime. Luckily, I had enough time to get on here and let people know what was going on. This is gonna suck. Like... I haven't been doing anything lately because my boyfriend has been in treatment. I actually went out last night to a friend's house. But otherwise, nothing. All I've been doing is sitting on the computer or watching TV and now I can't do either of them. Seriously, this is gonna suck. It probably doesn't sound like that big of a deal, but it is. Now my depression is gonna get even worse. If I want to go on the computer, I'm gonna have to bike to the library. But that closes at a certain time. I went online late at night because I couldn't sleep and I needed to not think. Now I'll have nothing to do. Ugh. My mom and I were talking about moving without my brother and now he's going today to try and get a job. I know she's just gonna give in to him again. I hate when she does that. She had me so excited, looking for 2 bedrooms and what not. And now we probably won't even move. I miss Nick SO SO SO SO SO SO SO bad. I didn't get to talk to him yesterday because they took the phone away at his treatment. He hasn't called yet today. I really hope he does. I want to hear his voice and tell him what's been going on. I feel like I have no friends. I don't know whether I'm more angry than sad or other way around. I hate depression.
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June 29, 2009 at 6:01pm
Music: Dear God -- Avenged Sevenfold
Subject: Killmenow.
I wanted to write a little something. Nothing in particular. I feel like I have no thoughts running through my head. When in fact, I have so many of them, that it's hard to decipher which ones are there and which ones are just passing through. My head actually hurts because there's so much going on in there. My family is pretty stressed out lately. We're in a place we can't afford. My brother and myself aren't working anymore. It's my mom all on her own. I feel so bad. I myself have way too many fines I have to pay.. legally. If I don't pay those, I'm gonna be in big trouble. But at the same time I feel like I should help my mom. I know I could do both, but it would take longer and I need to get those fines paid asap. I'm probably already in trouble because of it. Ugh. alksdjfklsdjf. Life is stressful. I'm trying to keep a positive outlook on life. It's hard. When my boyfriend is away in treatment. My family is stressed. I live far out and nobody wants to drive out here. I never do anything. I don't work. Bleh. My boyfriend wants to get his own place with me. How can I do that when I have fines to pay? I want to get my own place, but how? I'm so upset. I'm trying not to think about it. So, I'm gonna stop talking about it. Thanks for listening. Any advice?
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June 26, 2009 at 11:26pm
Mood: hungry
Subject: SO LOOK:
Finally made a survey. Take it and tell me how I did ;]
http://www.bzoink.com/S163943/Face_down_in_the_dirt.html
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June 20, 2009 at 3:48am
Mood: sleepy
Music: the hook/blues traveler
Subject: ayy.
i can barely keep my eyes open.
but i wanted to write something in here.
life's changing every minute.
and i don't like it.
i hate change. more than anything.
i miss my boyfriend.
he's.... away for a while.
we've been together almost a year.
and are literally inseparable.
seriously. not exaggerating. 24-fucking-7.
i'll probably be here for a while.
add me if you want ;]
i'm pretty friendly and... real.
till next time.
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