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February 14, 2006 at 7:39am
Mood: excited
Music: none
Subject: Happy Valentines Day!!
Happy Valentines Day!!! I am so excited about tonight. Andrew is taking me out to dinner and then we are going to the movies. It is gonna be so much fun. I really cant wait. I am a little nervous tho just because we arent dating and we are suppose to just be friends but I cant be friends with someone that I absolutely love. I can't do it. Who can though?
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January 24, 2006 at 9:00am
Mood: stressed
Subject: School Sucks!!!
Yesterday all my classes changed, well 3 of them didnt but anyway they are really stressing me out. I am seriously doubting myself with this whole early graduation thing. I dont think I can do it but my mom and dad keep trying make me. Who's decision is it anyway? Shouldnt it be mine? I dont know what to do. Andrew is being really weird lately. I seen him this morning before school started and he called me dude which was weird. He was suppose to call me back last night at like 6 or something and he never did. So I called him at 9 and his dad said that he was still at his play thing. I guess he didnt get home until 11 but I dont know. He said that he has a "surprise" for me this weekend and I want to know what it is. He wont tell me tho. Yesterday was our anniversary. It was boring. I didnt even get a anniversary kiss or anything. It sucked. Well I gotta go. Write more when I can.
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January 18, 2006 at 7:44am
Mood: good
Subject: EXAMS!!!!
Today is going to suck so bad. I have exams today and they are like 80 minutes each. I am going over to Andrew's house tho at lunch and then I have to come back so that will be somewhat good I guess. I went down to see him this morning and he didnt like it. I dont know why he doesnt like being seen with me because we have a good relationship and I dont give a fuck about what people think. He doesnt either so that is why I am confused. But whatever. I love him so its not a big deal. I talked to Daniel yesterday after school. He said that he still thinks about me and that it wasnt over between us and I guess its still not over. I dont know. He has a girlfriend and I have a boyfriend so that is that. We are only gonna be friends and that is it. Well I have to go. Got shit to do. Later. I Love Andrew!!!
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January 13, 2006 at 11:57am
Mood: confused
Subject: What The Fuck
Oh My Fucking Gosh; no joke. Today Daniel just walked up and kissed me in the hallway. I dont know why though. I mean before this week he never really talked to me.
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January 13, 2006 at 7:57am
Mood: happy
Subject: Friday the 13th
I am sooo excited. I can't wait until after school. I get to go over to Andrew's house for like 9 hours tonight. I dont know what we are gonna do but I do know that I am definately going to sleep for about an hour. LOL!!! I can't wait. I haven't spend any time with him since last weekend, I mean out of school. How much can we do in school anyway. Well I have to go. I will write more tomorrow or something.
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