kawkaw123 - Bzoink.com http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal Bzoink / Bzoink.com http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/23104.html?mode=read Why do i have to be surrounded by all this fake happiness? Hmm? Why cant you show your true colors? Your emotions? I do. People speak up. Be who you are. Dont be someone your not just because someone wont be your friend. Change your stlye up once in a while and dont care what people think about it. Its you and what you like. Be happy with it and if your friends are not. They arent friends. They are jerks and people who use you. And if your not happy. Like me. Lighten up and do something you want to do that makes you happy. Even if thats sitting at home all day listening to music. Just get out there and have fun. Enjoy life while you can. Go places you have never been before. Be out-going be who you are. Dont try to make other people happy by being what your not. Make people happy by showing who you really are. Dont think about you all the time. Think about the other people in your life. Think about people who arent even in your life. Because no matter how much you think about yourself its never going to be about you. And when you start to think that everyone likes you and stuff they really hate you. http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/23104.html?mode=read Wed, 29 Jul 2009 16:25:02 EDT http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/23103.html?mode=read You would not believe your eyes, if 10 million firelies lit up the world as i fell asleep. Because they feel the open air and leave tear drops everywhere. You give me room but i would just stand and stare. Id like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly. Its hard to say that id rather stay awake when im asleep. Everything is never as it seems. Because i get a thousand hugs from 10 thousand lighing bugs as they try to teach me how to dance. The disco ball is just hanging by a thread. Leave my door open just to crack. Please take me away from here. I feel like he is on the act. Please take me away from here. Why do i tire of counting stars? Please take me away from here. When im far too tired to fall asleep. 10 million firelies are weird because i hate goodbyes. I got misty eyes as they said there farewell. But i know where several are. If my dreams get real bazare. Because i saved a few and keep them in a jar.Everything is never as it seems. http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/23103.html?mode=read Wed, 29 Jul 2009 16:07:50 EDT http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/22918.html?mode=read I love you. I hate you. I miss you. I need you. I feel you. I see you. I want you. I had you. http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/22918.html?mode=read Fri, 03 Jul 2009 22:11:30 EDT http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/22897.html?mode=read Im like the energizer bunny. I never sleep and i never give up! http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/22897.html?mode=read Wed, 01 Jul 2009 23:12:05 EDT http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/22769.html?mode=read You were everything i wanted.You were everything a boy could be.Then you left me broken hearted.Now you dont mean a thing to me.You treat me like im nothing.When you know im really something.Your really really cool,but sometimes you go and act like a fool.I know sometimes i fall,you cant have it all.Keep me hanging on before i decide to move on.I see you standing there.I act like i dont really care.Its so hard to talk when i know shes there.Weve done this before and i dont want to do it again.We laugh we cry and we dont even know why.Its funny how hard we try.You act like you dont like me.You know you want to show me.I cant control me your the only one that knows me.Why wont you tell me?You know ill believe you even if its the hardest thing to do. http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/22769.html?mode=read Fri, 19 Jun 2009 22:32:10 EDT http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/22507.html?mode=read Hey! Im just doing this thing right now because im like really bored! I just want you all to know that im fun and easy to talk to and i dont like getting into fights,i hate them. Once you get to know me you will get to like me better! Sometimes i can get really annoying but not always! I get hyper randomly and run around saying random words! So,if your ever at the mall or at a store and you see someone dancing with no music and yelling loud and look like im having the time of my life,Its me! Haha! Well,thats all i have to say about me for now! http://www.bzoink.com/~kawkaw123/journal/22507.html?mode=read Tue, 19 May 2009 17:31:58 EDT