July 30, 2009 at 4:20am
Mood: Ugh
Music: Owl city :Fireflies
Subject: Hmmm??

Why do i have to be surrounded by all this fake happiness? Hmm? Why cant you show your true colors? Your emotions? I do. People speak up. Be who you are. Dont be someone your not just because someone wont be your friend. Change your stlye up once in a while and dont care what people think about it. Its you and what you like. Be happy with it and if your friends are not. They arent friends. They are jerks and people who use you. And if your not happy. Like me. Lighten up and do something you want to do that makes you happy. Even if thats sitting at home all day listening to music. Just get out there and have fun. Enjoy life while you can. Go places you have never been before. Be out-going be who you are. Dont try to make other people happy by being what your not. Make people happy by showing who you really are. Dont think about you all the time. Think about the other people in your life. Think about people who arent even in your life. Because no matter how much you think about yourself its never going to be about you. And when you start to think that everyone likes you and stuff they really hate you.