November 19, 2009 at 5:43pm
Subject: erase/replace .

I am so tired it hurts to keep my eyes open.
I haven't talked to Mark all day.
My principal prank called me.
I am going home with Maddie tomorrow.
Sam is obsessed with Tyrrell.
We're watching the Patriot tomorrow.
My teeth feel funny 'cause I got my retainer fixed.
I ate too much.
I have to go steal some cans from my mom now.
Bye.

I don't even know why I posted this. I.AM.SO.TIRED.

November 19, 2009 at 3:54pm

What did you think of the last compliment you received?
--Someone told me I was healthly uninhibated! I guess it's a good thing! haha

How often do you compliment others?
--Whenever I can really

Have you ever been hit on by someone older? How did you react?
--All the time, it's best kind as long as they are not like really grossely old

How do you feel about dating someone younger than yourself?
--Don't really want to do it because of the whole immature age thing. Usually under most circumstance,guys younger than myself are way too immature anyway

Does your mind wander when you are driving?
--My mind always wanders

What is one way that you are complicated?
--No one really understands me I don't think so that complicates alot of things

Do you think others are complicated? Why or why not?
--Yeah people have their own level of complicatedness to them

Have you ever been the reason a relationship fell apart?
--Yes

Do you think people who cannot overcome addiction are weak?
--Not necessarily! there's a whole lot of other under lying factos

Do you know anyone who is especially gullible?
--Sure do

Do you know any atheists? How about any Satanists?
--Yes and some what

What clothing trend do you refuse to participate in?
-The whole skinny jeans fiasco

Are you listening to music right now? Is it a big part of your life?
--Yes Iam and music is a daily part of my life. Love it

What do you think of people who say music is their life?
--Loves them I do

Have you ever fit under a certain label or stereotype?
--I don't really know

Or are labels for soup cans?
--Labels is for soup cans b'y

What is the most amazing life experience you have had thus far?
--There has been a couple :)

What is the weirdest thing you have ever Googled?
--I have no idea, I sure do love drunken stumbles though

If you had to share a room with someone, who would you want it to be?
--All my friends together and a ton of beer

Do you prefer music in other languages?
--Nope

Do you mind going to the doctor or dentist?
--Hates them both

Who was the last person you had to wait on for being late?
--Mom

Are you usually late, or do you like to be on time?
--I try to be punctual

Have you ever done something disgraceful while under the influence?
--Embaressing,yes

Has anyone ever been high around you?
--Sure have, funny as hell

What goes through your mind when someone threatens suicide?
--I dont know. Never really though of it. I guess their life,what was so bad that makes them want to end it.

Should gay marriage be legalized? What are your reasons?
--Sure why not. I have gay friends and I completly support their decisions and am totally for it. It's just the same as a guy and a girl in my opinion. Love is Love! :)

What was the last bug you killed?
--Damn spider

Do you ever argue or debate with people about your beliefs?
--Not beliefs but thoughts,opinions

When was the last time you felt disgusted with someone/something?
--Today

Do you typically finish all the food you put on your plate?
--nope rarely ever do

Do you continue eating even when you are full?
--Nope i'll bust man

What is the most wasteful thing that you do on a regular basis?
--Most wasteful thing is waste beer! Come on !

What is one weird eating habit that you have?
--I've got alot!

If you are a vegetarian, do you look down on people that eat meat?
--Why would I?

Why do you think some vegetarians behave that way?
--Cause they wants to I spose where they hates meat so much

If you paint your nails, what color do you generally choose?
--Something Bright,flashy!

If you could spend a day as the opposite gender, what would you do?
--Sure would! I'd love to see what it's like

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to start life over?
--Sometimes but I wouldn't want to. I love where Iam right now and who I have in my life.

What might you do differently?
--Not spend as much money, haha! but besides that nothing. Everything I've done led me to where Iam today and I love it. If only I could grow a god damn money tree

If you could spend a year living in a foreign country, which would it be?
--Germany or Cuba

What is the next big event you have planned, if any?
--Jeff gets home MONDAY :)

What do you do to entertain yourself on long car rides?
--Count the cars the boys passes

What do you say to someone who is annoying you?
--Go eff off b'y!

How do you let someone know you don't like them?
--Trust me,they will know

What do you think of using lyrics to express how you feel?
--Loves it. sometimes music expresses things better!

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November 18, 2009 at 11:13pm
Subject: coldest story eveeer told.

There is so much drama. Ashley P and Maddie are fighting. Me and Kaylee, Tasha, and Lizzie get in at least 3 fights every weekend. Then Ryan Cooper is telling me off cause I "hurt" Derek sooo bad. Oh, and my brother's ex-girlfriend said she is going to punch me in the face! :) I was like hell yeah, when and where? hahah. I have never gotten in a fist fight, but with as much crap as I get myself into, I should have been expecting it anytime now. So, I don't know when that will happen but I will definitely update if I happen to get my ass kicked.

I am so so so so happy with Mark. I think he is actually TRYING this time. Like, he's not planning on dumping me for Markie. I told him this is his LAST CHANCE and if he screws me over again, I'm done for good. So, I don't know. Hopefully he won't though. Cause I really like him. Or else I wouldn't have given him his second chance.. or third. I never give anyone another chance.

So it is 11:15 ish. And I have school tomorrow. I normally fall asleep at like, 9:30. I bet tomorrow will be interesting! I think I am just not going to go to bed at all. Then I could pick out clothes that actually match for tomorrow, write thank you notes for birthday stuff, and straighten my hair ALL THE WAY. That would be rare O.o

So I guess I will hit the forums now. Byeee :P

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November 16, 2009 at 10:03am
Subject: Please

Please, Keep praying for Sajed's grandma and our family. She is still sick. We want her to get better so that she can come home. This is really upsetting, and hurtful. I am getting really close to Sajed's family (well, our family). I really enjoy talking to his family. They are such wonderful people. They help me and talk to me more than my own parents do. I am so thankful I have such a wonderful new family, and I am so blessed to be apart of them. His grandma, is so amazing and I hurt so much when I see her. It hurts, to see her suffering, and you cant do anything, but hope to God and pray. Why does such horrible things happen, to such wonderful and amazing people? I guess that is something we will never know. Anyways, wanted to share my thoughts and feelings. Continue praying. We need all the prayers we can get. We need a healing. We need our grandmother to get well so that she can come home. We want her home. I want her home.

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November 15, 2009 at 4:13pm
Subject: r.i.p. grandpa. i love you.

WOWWWW a lot has happened.

Soo I dated this kid named Corey for about a day and a half and he is srsly like the worst boyfriend I have ever had, he wouldn't even talk to me. So I was like, screw that! And I dumped him.

Then the next day I was texting Mark. And I ended up dating him again. I was a happppy mofo!

THEEEENNNNN. Sam was talking to that Clorissa girl [whom I thought was a skank - I was wrong] and sheee said Mark was dating this other girl. So I was like HE'S ^%@^ing CHEATING ON ME??!! And I dumped him.

Long story short, he wasn't. I am dating him again.

But I didn't get to see him.

I was out of town.
For my grandfather's funeral. RIP.
Ugh it was so sad.
They played Taps and everything.
I cried, a lot.

But we all know exactly where he is.
He was a GREAT man.
<3

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