November 5, 2005 at 4:27pm
Mood: sad

life so far this week sux....its sooo hard to get over John and I don't know what to do we still talk and w/e but its awkward....REALLY awkward. I miss him sooo much even though he could be standing right next to me....all my friends are telling me to do different things and I don't know who to listen to. I think Im just gonna listen to my heart and do what it tells me it thinks is right and thats stay by his side right now as a friend and when and if the time comes for us be together again Ill take him back in a flash cause I love him with all my heart and I cant let him go.....