November 21, 2009 at 2:23pm

October 21st, 2009.
Hey everybody,
I hope you've been having a great weekend.
From now on, I'm keeping a journal.
Today has been pretty fly, I got my hair cut!
It's super short, but like super adorable.
So message me, and we can talk ;D
- Kristina ;D

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November 21, 2009 at 4:00am
Subject: Unlicensed to Dream....betrayed by the angels with razor wings..does it make me bad?

Friday was absolute bomb diggity
I Went am at the Anime Usa with my two cousins in such
i saw people dressed in all these costumes and clothes
seen pictures souvoniers it was all like being in some animated
dream land esp the rave oh yes something i always wanted to
go to but of course that all couldnt have just been done and done.

well within exploring anime usa i've met two people
that i knew both guys and well i stayed close to Jeff
and well jeff is one of those dudes that doesnt ive above
or under the influence.

so like he was stayin at the hotel
where the convintion was being held at it
we exchanged numbers once i left the rave
and once it was over he txt me askin was i up
and i responded thus meeting him in his lobby

at his hotel loungin with him and his fellow roomies
which he said held 8 people nowhere for him to sleep
feelin bad yet he suggested to crash for one night at the room
i was stayin in just one night so i say sure

and we head out in such towards the hotel i was stayin at
and thats pretty much where everything headed down hill
not knowing what lied behind my room door of confusion and contact
of guardian which thus is sure to be transferred to my folks before
or after the trip is over which shook me a little

I just felt bad that i couldnt help jeff out i really tried
nobody takes me seriously and are always looking at the
negative connotations of every little fucking thing and truth
be told i know i care i dont care.

and right now i cant sleep i feel darkness overshadowing
from its surface once again i feel so dishonored i feel like crying
i feel like punching a wall i feel like screaming

All i need right now is My buddy Kevin Lewis....

I feel like hate is trying to close into me

I didn't need to hear my aunt lecture me because i already know

she just doesnt know what i've done or become

i'm not and never will i be that little girl anymore

they were/are my two cousins they couldve let it slide

but once sunday comes my ass will be roasted but you know what

i shouldve know with every skillet bring on the oil to make it all

simmer into a bitter taste

I just wanna go home now srsly.......

i cant trust anyone obviously

i dislike people who make such a big dreal out of nothing

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November 19, 2009 at 5:43pm
Subject: erase/replace .

I am so tired it hurts to keep my eyes open.
I haven't talked to Mark all day.
My principal prank called me.
I am going home with Maddie tomorrow.
Sam is obsessed with Tyrrell.
We're watching the Patriot tomorrow.
My teeth feel funny 'cause I got my retainer fixed.
I ate too much.
I have to go steal some cans from my mom now.
Bye.

I don't even know why I posted this. I.AM.SO.TIRED.

November 18, 2009 at 11:13pm
Subject: coldest story eveeer told.

There is so much drama. Ashley P and Maddie are fighting. Me and Kaylee, Tasha, and Lizzie get in at least 3 fights every weekend. Then Ryan Cooper is telling me off cause I "hurt" Derek sooo bad. Oh, and my brother's ex-girlfriend said she is going to punch me in the face! :) I was like hell yeah, when and where? hahah. I have never gotten in a fist fight, but with as much crap as I get myself into, I should have been expecting it anytime now. So, I don't know when that will happen but I will definitely update if I happen to get my ass kicked.

I am so so so so happy with Mark. I think he is actually TRYING this time. Like, he's not planning on dumping me for Markie. I told him this is his LAST CHANCE and if he screws me over again, I'm done for good. So, I don't know. Hopefully he won't though. Cause I really like him. Or else I wouldn't have given him his second chance.. or third. I never give anyone another chance.

So it is 11:15 ish. And I have school tomorrow. I normally fall asleep at like, 9:30. I bet tomorrow will be interesting! I think I am just not going to go to bed at all. Then I could pick out clothes that actually match for tomorrow, write thank you notes for birthday stuff, and straighten my hair ALL THE WAY. That would be rare O.o

So I guess I will hit the forums now. Byeee :P

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November 18, 2009 at 6:52am
Subject: Tumor Tuesday

My girly thing came hip hip HoorBooo
i just hope it goes away before the weekend or somewhere
in between my left foot is a little sore as well
and my throat has been buggin me for the past days
i dunno why....and i kinda dont wanna know just want it to stop
already
i talked to him a bit early so glad he was strucked my an awesome
cloud of musical inspiration like he was
i've been feelin rather weak lately
i just want him to be happy i mean thats what buddies are for right?
but sometimes i feel myself losing out then possiably gaining
but who really knows though.

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