November 19, 2009 at 5:43pm
Subject: erase/replace .

I am so tired it hurts to keep my eyes open.
I haven't talked to Mark all day.
My principal prank called me.
I am going home with Maddie tomorrow.
Sam is obsessed with Tyrrell.
We're watching the Patriot tomorrow.
My teeth feel funny 'cause I got my retainer fixed.
I ate too much.
I have to go steal some cans from my mom now.
Bye.

I don't even know why I posted this. I.AM.SO.TIRED.

November 18, 2009 at 11:13pm
Subject: coldest story eveeer told.

There is so much drama. Ashley P and Maddie are fighting. Me and Kaylee, Tasha, and Lizzie get in at least 3 fights every weekend. Then Ryan Cooper is telling me off cause I "hurt" Derek sooo bad. Oh, and my brother's ex-girlfriend said she is going to punch me in the face! :) I was like hell yeah, when and where? hahah. I have never gotten in a fist fight, but with as much crap as I get myself into, I should have been expecting it anytime now. So, I don't know when that will happen but I will definitely update if I happen to get my ass kicked.

I am so so so so happy with Mark. I think he is actually TRYING this time. Like, he's not planning on dumping me for Markie. I told him this is his LAST CHANCE and if he screws me over again, I'm done for good. So, I don't know. Hopefully he won't though. Cause I really like him. Or else I wouldn't have given him his second chance.. or third. I never give anyone another chance.

So it is 11:15 ish. And I have school tomorrow. I normally fall asleep at like, 9:30. I bet tomorrow will be interesting! I think I am just not going to go to bed at all. Then I could pick out clothes that actually match for tomorrow, write thank you notes for birthday stuff, and straighten my hair ALL THE WAY. That would be rare O.o

So I guess I will hit the forums now. Byeee :P

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November 14, 2009 at 6:37pm
Mood: anxious
Music: Darling -Eyes Set To Kill
Subject: Help

I like this kid name Lanair, hopefully you're saying his name right.
But, anyways, I actually starting to like him.
He's like a black gangsterish type of dude. I know that he want's to get into my pants, but I really need help to see what I should do if that happenes.
I know there is always no, but what happenes if he has other people around like his 'homies" aka friends with him, like how he did on Friday?
Friday I almost felt like I was getting sexually harrassed...long story, don't have time. But, what should I do?
Please help.

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November 15, 2009 at 4:13pm
Subject: r.i.p. grandpa. i love you.

WOWWWW a lot has happened.

Soo I dated this kid named Corey for about a day and a half and he is srsly like the worst boyfriend I have ever had, he wouldn't even talk to me. So I was like, screw that! And I dumped him.

Then the next day I was texting Mark. And I ended up dating him again. I was a happppy mofo!

THEEEENNNNN. Sam was talking to that Clorissa girl [whom I thought was a skank - I was wrong] and sheee said Mark was dating this other girl. So I was like HE'S ^%@^ing CHEATING ON ME??!! And I dumped him.

Long story short, he wasn't. I am dating him again.

But I didn't get to see him.

I was out of town.
For my grandfather's funeral. RIP.
Ugh it was so sad.
They played Taps and everything.
I cried, a lot.

But we all know exactly where he is.
He was a GREAT man.
<3

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November 14, 2009 at 8:00pm
Subject: C-A-R-N-I-V-A-L

You Are a Ferris Wheel

Deep down, you are a fun, whimsical, and easygoing person. You often enjoy life for what it is, and the littlest changes in course can be quite thrilling. In relationships, people tend to feel what you feel. It can be liberating at first... But after a while, the people closest to you end up feeling a little trapped. Your life has perfectly normal cycles of ups and downs. However, you can't help but sometimes feel that you're missing out on the most exciting aspects of life. You only are happy when you're experiencing the highest of highs. Your low points just make you feel depressed, restless, and bored. At your best, you feel on top of the world with a great sense of perspective. You believe that anything is possible, and that you are happily looking down on everyone else. At your worst, you feel like your life is going in circles. You often feel like you're not going anywhere. This is sometimes psychologically disorienting. And sometimes it brings on a sense of hopelessness.

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