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July 5, 2009 at 9:32pm
Mood: confused
Music: End of the World - Blake Lewis
Subject: Boy Addiction
I seriously this is a big problem with me.
Right now, I'm just completely miserable & taking all of y frustration out on the forums. I let myself fall way too hard for so many guys and when it doesn't work out, I'm a devestated mess.. until the next guy comes along. I know a lot of people use this excuse, but I'm really starting to believe it's "daddy issues". Dum dum dum.
I've never thought that how my dad was really affected me, but I'm starting to think it's what's driving my need for attention from guys. I guess I feel like since I couldn't get my dad to stay, I've gotta find the guy that IS gonna stay.. but all I'm getting are extreme losers, womanizers, & pervs.
I really want to make myself more like the girls that don't actually need a guy in there lives to make them feel whole. But I seriously don't know how, after all these years of boy chasing and all hahaha.
Gahhh. Maybe someday.
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July 5, 2009 at 5:09pm
Mood: curious
Music: Wind it up -- Gwen Stefani
Subject: Hit it.
I basically belong to every social networking site.
So give me myspace urls, facebook names, etc.
:))))))))
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