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September 15, 2009 at 7:16am
Subject: the cutest message evar
BABy i kANt bEliEvE hAlf 0f tHEE SHyT yUU jUSt SAiD. iD NEvER hURt yUU yUUR ArE My lifE. iD NEvER hURt yUU. i AiNt likE dEM. yUUvE bEEN gUUd 2 MEh && kN0 WhAt 2 SAii 2 bRiNg A SMilE 2 My fACE yUU C0NtinUe 2 MAkE MEh A sTR0NgER PErS0N bUt blAMiNg EVERyTHiNg 0N MEh juSt d0ESNt MAkE SENSE 2 MEh. i wAs CRyiNg thAt NiGhT. dId yUU EvER tHiNk b0Ut WhAt WAS g0iNg iN My MiNd i didNt kN0 WhAt WAS gUNNA hAPPEN. tHE h0lE TiME i WAS tHiNkiN 3 tHiNgZ: DANNy, yUU, && dAt hE WAs gUNNA kill mEh. i WAs sO fUCkiN sCAReD. jUStiNE t0LLEd MEh 2 tEll yUU ShE SAiD iT WAsNt mY fAULt bUt yUU jUSt MAdE MEh fEEl W0RtHlESS. iM tiREd 0f fiGhTiNG yUU ArE My liFE && My W0RlD. iVE bEEn WAkiNg uP WiT DANNy @ 6 iN tHE M0RNiNg && hAvENt bEEN gETTiNg MUCh SlEEP. iM tiREd && StRESSEd. ThE fEEliNgZ i hAvE 4 yUU hAvENt cHANgEd i STill l0VE yUU tHEE SAME EvEN M0rE. yUU MAkE MEh HAPPy. yUUR likE tHE FiRSt gUy Wh0z EVER CArEd b0Ut MEh && daNNy. i STill WANNA MARRy yUU. 0UR 1 M0NtH iS iN 2 dAyZ && i h0Pe We lASt yEAh hE g0t 0UR hAtERS bUt i WANNA pR0vE tHEM WR0Ng. i WANt yUU
i l0VE yUU BABy S0 MUCh
F O R E V E R
i am dER foR yoU bT iT jUsT loOkS likE yoU dNT cArE anD loVE ME aT alL anD im sAyiN dA cuZ yOU dNT aCT likE hOW yoU uSe 2 aCT wIT mE anD yOU dnT eVEn tAlk 2 mE lIkE B4 sUmTimES I tink yoU cheAtin oN mE wIT sUm1 anD dA yoU dnT waNNA BE wiT mE anymoRE i i dnT kNoW wAT 2 tink bouT wAt yoU tolD mE i knW iTs noT yoU fAulT bT sTIl i tolD yoU whY i diDnT waNtED yoU 2 go oUT AT nighT reMEmbER ???
bT i gUeSS you dNT cArE
anD jusTwaNT ppL 2 bE fUkin roUnD wIT yoU..
AnD noW i dnT eVEn gET 2 tAlK 2 yoU aT alL wTF !!!
i hAtE wAtS beiN hAppEnin iN tizZ dAyS i jUsT kAnT go on mY liFE aNYmoRE i wIsH I wAS dEaD moNicA... ppL dA i tiNk cArE boUt mE dNT eVen cArE boUt mE i dIDnT nEED anYonE oF dA odA ppL... jUsT yoU !!!! bT i gUeSS yoU jusT tiNk dA iM dA sAmE aS dA odA niggAS aND dAtZ wHY yoU dNT cArE boUt mE anYmoRE bT iTs oK I goT UsE 2 noT HAvE no1 dA lIkE mE oR lovE....
i mAy tink im pLayiN wIT yoU anD dA eVEry tiME i telL yoU dA i lovE yoU iM jusT lYInG boUt T bT nAW iT aiNT liKE DA...
dA lovE dA i goT 4 yoU iS rEal !!!!
sUmEtiMEs i tINk lovE aINT foR mE i BeeIN hUrT aloT
aND i tink tIzZ timE iS goNNA bE dA sAME....
bT wAteVER iF iT goNNA hAppEn deN fuk iT i kANt do nAdA bouT iT
yoU chAnGE mY lifE sincE i kNoW yoU...
yoU dA onE dA alwayS mAkE mE hAppY anD dA onE dA
mOtIvAtE mE 2 kEEp mOvIN fOwArD aND do sUmtiN boUt mY lIfE....
sinCE dA fIrt tiME yoU tolD mE dA yoU liKED mE yoU mAdE mY saMilE anD weN wE sTarTEd 2 go oUT I wAS dA hAppIeS gUY eVEr
bt rIghT noW iTs dIffERenT noW yoU jUsT kalLD mE jUsT 2 sAY wAtS uP ?? anD 5 mIN lAtER yOU lEt mE go.. anD B4 yoU jUdT 2 kAlD mE 2 tElL mE hoW mUcH yOU lOvE mE anD hOw hApPY yoU wErE wIt mE anD alL dA....
I dnT kNoW wAtS gonNA hApPEn 2 mY fUtUrE oR tO mY lIfE i jUsT wIsH iT enD soON kUZ I dnT waNNA gET hUrT anYmorE
alOT oF HAtER dnT waNT uS 2gEtHER aND I gUeS dAtS goNNA hAppEn 4 sumE rEAzoN... aND iF yOU tiNk iM cHeAtiN oN yoU wiT vAnNEsSA yoU kaN eVEn aSk heR wAt goiN on btWen mE aND hER sO sHE caN teLL yoU dA wE aRE jUsT frIenDs.... aND dA shE kNoW dA iM goIn oUT wIT yoU....
iM alwayS dER 4 yoU bT bT how caN i heLp yoU oR bAck yoU up iN tIngS weN yoU dNT do waT I teLL yoU 2 dO likE goIN oUt nIghT...
aND I bEt yOU iF yoU sTilL doin wAt yoU wanT dEN liL vIc iS gonNA tRY 2 dO dA sAME....
weL likE i siD yoU aCt hElLA dIffEReNT noW aND I dnT kNOW wAtS goIN oN wIT yoU....
bT 1 tiNg I kAN tElL yoU iF yoU dNT wANNA bE wIT mE aNYMOrE dEN yOU jusT gOT 2 saY iT... aND IF yoU dNT dEN kAlL mE rignT noW 2 teLL mE dA yOU dNT waNT mE anYmoRE sO i kanT sEE wAt ImA gonNA do 4rM noW oN....
anD im sorrY iF i hUrt yoU 1 daY...
i dIDnT mEAnT 2 dO DA... welL i dnT goT 2 sAy aNYtiNG else anD iF yoU dNT wANNA kNoW nAdA boUt mE oR talK 2 mE den iTS koL yoU woNt hEAR mY nAmEoR mY voIcE iN yoU lIfE....
I wAS sO haPPY kuZ WE wERE goNNA bE 1 mOnTH goin ouT dA dAY aFteR 2mOrOW bT i tiNk wE noT eVeN goiN 2 gET 2 dA moNtH
!!!bYE moNicA!!!
ilL bE wAitiN 4 yoU kal...
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June 9, 2009 at 7:16am
Mood: annoyed
Subject: W0W;;
W0W. So Jesse and I broke off. It wasn't said it was kind of a silent break up where we both knew it was over since he cheated on me. We haven't spoken for about a week and then he messages me on myspace saying to call him because he misses me. CRAP!! I was slowly getting over him cheating on me and then the next thing i know he expects everything to be ok. I guess I was over him until he decided to come back into my life. I want him in my life. He;s the first guy I have ever really fallen in love with and my longest relationship... 1 year and 6 months and of course I love him so much, but if I go back with him then I'm just setting myself up for another heart break. OMG THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING!!
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May 19, 2009 at 7:00am
Mood: happy
Subject: Yesterdaii
Well remember yesterdai I was sooo upset about Hannah leaving me... she's not leaving!! YAY!! I saw her after school and her boyfriend talks hella funny, but they look cute together. I hung out wit Taylor the one who lives by Uncle Ronnie and Aunty Amber. We were walking around school, talking and catching up. She's so beautiful. I hope we can go back to being friends again.
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May 18, 2009 at 6:59am
Mood: KAylAS0fREShhh(:
Well I dyed my hair last night it looks magical. I love it. I haven't dyed my hair in like forever. It just hit me today that I'm not gonna see Hannah ): OMG I MISS HER SO MUCH!! ): I wont see her until next year that suckss. We should kikit todayy(: or over the summer(: but NOOOOOOOOOO her dad took her away from me.
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May 14, 2009 at 7:11am
Mood: happy
Subject: Hannahhhhhhh
Yesterdaii I saw Hannahhhh. Yay!! I love her! She is so beautiful. Kikin it is hella fun. Thank goodness for Dear Aunt Edna and Uncle Herman haha. Only Hannah and Mario would understand that. Todaii is Austin's b-daii. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I hope my Cuba project will get a good grade I've been doing like all the work even though Amanda is suppse to be helping me. Hannah and I are gonna kick it on Friday or Saturday. Speaking of Saturdaii its Maggie & Susie's b-daii. (: Awww there so cute. Amanda's Sweet 16 is gonna be on Saturday as well. Not really sure if I'm going. I really wanna go to my best fwend's party and celebrate a special day (even though her b-dai was last week) butttt I haven't seen Hannahhh in like 4ever and we never kikit. Hard desicion I have to wait until Saturdaii
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