November 21, 2009 at 2:23pm

October 21st, 2009.
Hey everybody,
I hope you've been having a great weekend.
From now on, I'm keeping a journal.
Today has been pretty fly, I got my hair cut!
It's super short, but like super adorable.
So message me, and we can talk ;D
- Kristina ;D

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November 21, 2009 at 4:00am
Subject: Unlicensed to Dream....betrayed by the angels with razor wings..does it make me bad?

Friday was absolute bomb diggity
I Went am at the Anime Usa with my two cousins in such
i saw people dressed in all these costumes and clothes
seen pictures souvoniers it was all like being in some animated
dream land esp the rave oh yes something i always wanted to
go to but of course that all couldnt have just been done and done.

well within exploring anime usa i've met two people
that i knew both guys and well i stayed close to Jeff
and well jeff is one of those dudes that doesnt ive above
or under the influence.

so like he was stayin at the hotel
where the convintion was being held at it
we exchanged numbers once i left the rave
and once it was over he txt me askin was i up
and i responded thus meeting him in his lobby

at his hotel loungin with him and his fellow roomies
which he said held 8 people nowhere for him to sleep
feelin bad yet he suggested to crash for one night at the room
i was stayin in just one night so i say sure

and we head out in such towards the hotel i was stayin at
and thats pretty much where everything headed down hill
not knowing what lied behind my room door of confusion and contact
of guardian which thus is sure to be transferred to my folks before
or after the trip is over which shook me a little

I just felt bad that i couldnt help jeff out i really tried
nobody takes me seriously and are always looking at the
negative connotations of every little fucking thing and truth
be told i know i care i dont care.

and right now i cant sleep i feel darkness overshadowing
from its surface once again i feel so dishonored i feel like crying
i feel like punching a wall i feel like screaming

All i need right now is My buddy Kevin Lewis....

I feel like hate is trying to close into me

I didn't need to hear my aunt lecture me because i already know

she just doesnt know what i've done or become

i'm not and never will i be that little girl anymore

they were/are my two cousins they couldve let it slide

but once sunday comes my ass will be roasted but you know what

i shouldve know with every skillet bring on the oil to make it all

simmer into a bitter taste

I just wanna go home now srsly.......

i cant trust anyone obviously

i dislike people who make such a big dreal out of nothing

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November 20, 2009 at 9:37am
Subject: 28o;

What's left of me is yours to keep. Created by malloryyyy and taken 33 times on Bzoink
How was your Halloween?:	It was sedate. I didn't dress up or anything; I just stayed home and handed out candy--to around 25o kids/teens.
When was the last time you skipped school?:	Back in September would have been the most recent time, probably. I'm not in classes right now.
What color was the first pet you had?:	We had four cats. They were various colors.
Have you ever had fake nails?:	Yes, a couple of times. I always forget how annoying they are, too.
How many vacations have you been on?:	Three.
Have you ever fallen asleep on the phone with the person you like?:	No. I've never fallen asleep on the phone. If I am tired, I just tell them so, and we hang up.
Do you own/want a snuggie?:	I wouldn't mind owning one, but I don't actually want to BUY one. Like, if someone gave me one as a gift, that would be nifteh.
When was the last time you went to a concert?:	September. I went to see Foreigner at the State Fair.
How tall are you?:	Five feet, four inches.
What did you do today?:	I woke up around 4:ooAM, did some chores around the house, made a pot of coffee, got online, read for awhile, took out the trash, got back online, and here I am--filling out surveys.
Do you know anyone who is a total health freak?:	Not personally, no. I've met people before who have seemed like they might be health-freaks, though. And I don't think I could stand someone like that. -__-; Not for longer than a short while, anyway.
Who was the last person you met?:	Trevor's boyfriend, Nathan. I met him for the first time on my brother's birthday--Nov 6.
Would you rather save your best friend or your mother from dying?:	My mother. Even if I had a best friend, I would still choose my mom.
What color is your mousepad?:	It is nonexistence-colored.
What was your favorite year of high school?:	I did not have a favorite. They all sucked about the same amount.
Current favorite song?:	STOPPA MIG JUNI ( LILLA EGO ), BY KENT.
Ever had a teacher call on you when they know you're not paying attention?:	There have been a couple of times where teachers have merely suspected I was not paying attention ( either because my eyes were diverted, or because I looked daydreamy ), but they were mistaken. I've never been caught off guard like that.
Would you be more afraid of drowning or being buried alive?:	Being buried alive.
Do you wear makeup every day?:	Yes, usually. Unless I am sick, or something. It's just a habit, I guess. It's not because I am afraid of my natural face, or anything. xD
Tell me about your boyfriend/girlfriend? :):	He's the strong, silent, hard-working type. Very levelheaded, calm, mellow, and witty. He's a great guy. ~<3 He's the other half to my strange, lopsided heart. :P
Have you ever gone to the ER for something that could have killed you?:	Yes. Just last March, in fact.
Should you really be doing something more productive right now?:	I suppose I could do something more productive, but this is what I would rather do for now.
Do you like pulling all nighters just because?:	No, I usually don't like to pull all-nighters. They fuck with my sleep-schedule, which is already fucked up beyond repair.
Have you ever lived out of your car?:	No.
How many closets are in your house?:	Eight.
Does your family own more than two houses?:	No. We own one house. And mom rents a duplex.
Have you ever eaten at Olive Garden?:	Yes, once or twice.
Does your family vote on a lot of things?:	Um, not really?
Would you marry someone who could never have sex, for medical reasons?:	If I loved that person, then of course.
What about someone who was guaranteed to die in five years?:	Again, if I loved that person, then yes--I would marry them. Even if it would be "a waste of money", or "pointless".
Did you see Paranormal Activity?:	Yes.
Who was the last person you texted?:	Randi.
Do you have a protective father/older brother?:	I have a protective father.
Do you go out every weekend?:	No.
Do you drink alcohol or do drugs?:	I don't really drink, but sometimes I'll smoke pot. I've stopped doing other drugs.
Does it snow a lot in the winter where you live?:	No.
Where do you go/want to go to college?:	I'm going to PCC right now.
Do you have any step parents?:	No.
Does your cell phone have a full keyboard?:	Yes, it does. That was one of the things I wanted most when I got a new cellphone. I was so sick of the Juke's textpad.
Have you ever had a friend come over when you're sick?:	Yes.
Do you like cornbread?:	YES. OMG. YUM. THAT STUFF IS GLORIOUS.
Did you know human eyes can see more shades of green than any other color?:	Really? Cool.
Do you know what year your mother was born in?:	No, I don't. I'm sure I could do some math and figure it out, but ... no.
Have you ever been in an airplane?:	Yes. The first couple of times, I was too young to remember. The most "recent" flight was when I was 11; the family flew out to California for my dad's best friend's wedding.
Is it really late at night right now?:	No. It's 9:35AM; so it's semi-early morning right now.
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November 20, 2009 at 9:10am
Subject: 279;

How Similar Are The People In Your Life To Mine? Created by --rainboweyes-- and taken 0 times on Bzoink
Say yes or no & any comments you may have :)
My Mum is called Susan. :	No. Her name is Leigh.
My Dad's called Charles or Charlie. :	No. His name is Gary.
I have a sister called Claire. :	No. I have a brother. Named Trevor.
I have a teacher/lecturer called Tony.:	I used to have a teacher ( Honors 9 English ) named Tony Montera.
My first best friend was called Lisa. :	I was best-friends with a Lisa in late elementary school / early middle school.
I have gone out with a James, Karl, Steven or Stuart. :	No. But I used to be friends with a girl who has dated someone with each of those names. :o
I have a very religious/philosophical friend called Jordan. :	I have a very religious friend named Victor; he's Jewish.
I have a cousin called Danielle. :	I don't know the names of my cousins.
I also have a cousin called Gregory. :	^
I have an uncle by marriage who is Spanish. :	I don't know anything about my uncles, either. For all I know, I could have a Spanish uncle.
I have an uncle Paul. :	I think I do. One of my mom's brothers.
I have an aunt Caroline. :	No.
My Dad dislikes one or more of his siblings. :	I don't think my dad dislikes any of his siblings, but my mom doesn't seem to care for ANY of hers.
My mothers father is not around anymore. :	None of my grandparents are alive anymore. Two died before I was born, and two died when I was young.
My middle name is Laura. :	No.
I know two or more people called Claire-Louise, first and middle. :	No. I don't know anyone at all named that.
My Dad does work related to drug rehabilitation. :	No. My dad is a financial advisor / stockbroker.
My Mum is a carer. :	My mom is a stay-at-home-mom for the time. She was in a bad motorcycle accident, so she's disabled.
I have a pet named after a TV character or book/film character. :	No, none of them are named specifically after book/TV characters. Although "Fluffy" is a pretty commonly used pet-name.
I've had a pet called Spike. :	No.
My first crush was called David. :	My first crush was called Michael.
I have found that more than two of my friends have a sexy sibling. :	No. I don't know much about the siblings my current friends have.
My two best friends are both in love with me. :	N/A.
My two best friends names are the same length. :	I don't have best friends.
The first person on my myspace/facebook is called Amy. :	No. It's KENT. : D
The last person on my myspace/facebook is called William. :	No. That'd be ... Randi, I think. Or Rob. I forget. -__-;
I know someone with the last name Smith. :	No.
I know someone with the last name Anderson. :	No.
I have a friend who shares there last name with someone famous. :	No.
More than 2 of my friends Mum's are named the same as mine. :	No.
Certain people that have names begining with a certain letter seem --:
attracted to me. :	I don't think so.
I've known more than 10 - Daniel's, Mark's, Peter's or Amy's. :	No. I've probably known that many Michael's or Chris's, though.
My name has an equivalent for the opposite gender. :	No.
I currently live at number 11 (house number). :	No.
My whole name is 25 letters with both last names. :	No.
My whole name is 19 letters with just my main last name. :	It's 16 letters long.
I've known a guy called Guy. :	I've known OF guys named Guy, but I have never personally known one.
I know someone called Hamsa?:	No.
I have known a Joe King. :	No.
I have had a headmaster/mistress/principle with a funny name. :	No.
x
If you got at least 5, message me... That's kinda creepy. :	:o
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November 20, 2009 at 8:56am
Subject: 278;

don't forget my lipstick, i left it in your ashtray. Created by almcouturexx and taken 190 times on Bzoink
are you listening to anything right now?:	I am; I'm listening to STANNA HOS MIG, by KENT.
do you listen to the radio?:	No, I don't. At least, not for the most part--I don't turn it on myself, anyway. I'll listen to it if I am in someone else's vehicle and they happen to turn it on, though.
do you have an ipod?:	No, but I have an mp3 player. Same general functions.
are you failing any of your classes right now?:	No, I am not even in classes right now. I won't be until spring semester.
what year did you/are you going to graduate?:	From high school? Never--I got my GED.
Were you ever a cheerleader?:	No, I was not.
who's your favorite singer?:	Joakim Berg, from the band kent. ~<3
what's your favorite clothing brand?:	I do not have a favorite clothing brand. I just wear whatever I like. My clothing comes from multiple places, and almost everything is a different brand.
Do you have a label?:	I'm sure someone could find me one, somewhere?
Who was your last kiss?:	Nick. He's the only person I have kissed romantically for the past 3 years.
Who was your last hug?:	Also Nick.
do you remember your first boyfirned/girlfriend?:	Yes. One would think that such an event would be memorable, ja?
what do you hate?:	Migraines. The glare from the sun. Driving east when the sun is rising, or driving west when it is setting. Slow internet. Lukewarm coffee or really weak coffee. Late people. &etc.
do you get your nails done?:	No, I don't.
what do you do when you have a headache?:	I take some Excedrin Migraine and hope to FUCKING GOD that it goes away.
is it raining right now?:	No. It's very sunny; there's not a cloud in the sky, from what I can see.
lose your hearing or lose your vision?:	Lose my vision. I can't live without music.
what are your talents?:	Singing. Writing. Web Design. Photography. PROCRASTINATION.
what are your main interests?:	^ Also the Swedish culture/language, reading, video games, some philosophy and psychology, learning about Judaism, &etc.
Do you change your myspace profile all the time?:	No. I change it about once a month, IF that. Most of the time, I just ... ignore it.
What were you doing at midnite last night?:	I was hanging out with my boyfriend. We were sitting on my bed just chit-chatting at that point.
what will you be doing in one hour?:	I don't know. :o It depends on when Nick decides to wake up. Haha.
what's your favorite disney movie?:	I do not have one.
do you wanna be famous?:	I wouldn't pass up the opportunity, if it came along ( and it felt right, of course ).
true love or 2 billion dollars?:	True love. Money doesn't really satisfy me, to be honest.
are you excited about this weekend?:	Not especially. Nothing all that exciting is taking place. Well. That's a lie. I might get to hang out with Nick and Rob on Sunday--so if that happens, it'll be pretty fun.
have you ever broken someones heart?:	I don't think so, but that's what he claims. I mean, we only dated for a week. I don't think he could have been THAT attached to me. If so, then that's ... like ... his problem.
have you had a lot of boyfriends/girlfriends?:	No.
what would you do if you were pregnant by your ex?:	Impossible, considering I haven't had sex with him in over 3 years.
is twilight overated to you?:	Some people make it seem way cooler than it actually is, but I enjoyed it. I don't see any reason to violently hate it, or anything.
did you like the movie?:	It was okay, but the acting was subpar. I hope they do better in New Moon. Which is out today. :o Ooh. I guess I'll be hearing whether or not the movie was any good later today/tomorrow.
does seeing couples when your single make you wanna throw up?:	No. It doesn't. But it does rake across my nerves if I am feeling heartbroken. Seeing couples reminds me then of what I just lost.
do you have an eating disorder?:	Yes.
are you close to your family?:	I am close to my mom and dad. I'm not at all close with my younger brother.
do you listen to music everyday?:	Yes, I do. I listen to HOURS of music a day, usually.
what's your favorite color?:	Orange.
if your in trouble who do you turn too?:	It depends.
if you need advice who do you turn too?:	It depends on the type of advice I am looking for.
wheres your number 1 on myspace at?:	Mmmm, I have no idea where kent is. Probably in SWEDEN.
how did you meet your bestfriend?:	I don't have a best friend.
do you think sex is ok for people your age?:	Well, I am 2o years old. As long as the two people involved are being safe and are aware of the consequences, I don't see why not.
do you smoke cigarettes?:	Yes.
do you cuss like a sailor?:	No. I'm sure most people that cuss don't cuss "like a sailor". I'm sure most of them have never even HEARD a sailor cuss. /: So how do they know they sound like one? :o
what can you cook the best?:	Nothing.
are you hungry?:	Yes, I am.
what do you collect?:	Nothing.
have any secrets?:	Yes, of course.
are you a good listener?:	I can be.
are you extrmely quiet around people?:	Sometimes. Not always, though.
are you bored right now?:	No. I'm just ... waiting. Semi-patiently.
going to college?:	Mmhm.
what do you want to study?:	Visual Communications. Although I have been having second thoughts on my major. I don't know. I'm at the point where I don't know exactly what I want to do with my life, and I don't know if what I am doing IS what I want to do. I'm ... confused. -__-; So I need to figure shit out before my next semester rolls around. I need to decide if I am going to change majors, or what. /:
whats your best subject?:	English.
ever been in a play?:	Yes.
what about a talent show?:	No.
do you like being the center of attention?:	I do not mind it.
where do you want to move too?:	Sweden! : D Except, not really. It's just fun to think about.
are you missing anybody right now?:	Yes, I am.
would you ever join the military?:	No.
whats the last thing you said to your mother?:	I think it was "Goodbye", or something like that.
what made you laugh today?:	Nothing, yet.
did it snow where you live?:	It does, sometimes. Just not very much. It never seems to snow more than a couple of inches, and it rarely sticks around for more than a day or so.
whats your favorite season?:	Winter. Which sucks, because we get a CRAP winter here in Pueblo. Denver is only two hours away, and they get DUMPED ON. We get like, nothing compared to that.
what kind of video games do you play?:	Rhythm & Beat or RPing games, typically.
how many times do you take a shower?:	In what time-frame?
do you have stuffed animals?:	Yes.
do you live in a house?:	Yes.
wheres your phone right now?:	It is downstairs. o___o; Very far away.
who are you currently texting?:	No one.
what do you do when your angry?:	I rant about it, smoke, sing, blast music, or just ... let it go. It all depends.
Number one place you wanna travel too?:	Sweden. ~<3
do scary movies scare you?:	No. Not anymore.
do you have a nickname, what is it?:	Ego.
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