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Posted: 01 Mar 2013 07:04 AM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

i got back from overseas feeling on top of the world to find out one of my friends was in intensive care after falling and hitting his head. the change of timezones meant i was having trouble sleeping, so i'd stay up late thinking about him and i even took a few trips to the hospital very late at night to see him.
this afternoon he passed away. it's 4am. i still can't sleep.

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Posted: 01 Mar 2013 10:07 PM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

My landlord told me he wouldn't go through my underwear drawer. I was like...

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Posted: 01 Mar 2013 10:53 PM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

I probably won't have fun tomorrow night at that dance. It doesn't matter how hard I try, I find it so hard to have fun around these people from my school.

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Posted: 02 Mar 2013 06:33 AM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

it's 3:30am and i still can't sleep. i slept for a couple of hours during the day and i'll probably do the same again tomorrow(today).

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Posted: 03 Mar 2013 12:40 AM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

I need him.
I'm not exaggerating.

"When the sky turns gray
and everything is screaming
I will reach inside
just to find my heart is beating"

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Posted: 03 Mar 2013 01:55 AM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

i need to stop being so fucking selfish.

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Posted: 03 Mar 2013 04:16 PM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

I stayed up until 4:30 last night. Haven't done that for like two months.

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Posted: 03 Mar 2013 07:47 PM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

I want ties to Nick.

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danceamydance

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Posted: 04 Mar 2013 04:22 AM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

i want to have sex with him.

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Posted: 04 Mar 2013 09:21 PM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

I tell him everyday I don't want to be with him, yet I want a child to him. Nice logic Ari.

I need to get my priorities straight lol

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Posted: 05 Mar 2013 05:41 PM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

Our fights are usually about jealously.. but I say I'm never jealous.

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and everything is screaming
I will reach inside
just to find my heart is beating"

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Posted: 05 Mar 2013 07:49 PM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

I love my boyfriend so much, but lately I've been having doubts about whether or not our relationship will go much further. I'm possibly moving far, far away in September and he'll still be in college and I just don't know what is the right thing to do. I've discussed this with him, but ever since I did, things are shit between us and I've opened a huge can of worms. I don't know what I want, but I know for certain that I never want to hurt him.

I've never experienced a break-up, and I never want to, but this uncertainty is wrecking my head.

My name is Kelly

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Posted: 05 Mar 2013 10:03 PM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

Tomorrow might or might not be a good day.
...
I'm thinking about it and I like it, but when its about to happen I just feel weird.

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Posted: 06 Mar 2013 08:01 PM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

My thoughts are the thing that kill me inside.

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Posted: 07 Mar 2013 08:22 AM Subject: RE: Dirty Little Secrets VII.

I missed school and I hate school and hate waking up and everyone there fuck it. D:

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