roxy-ryan
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| Posted: 13 Mar 2009 08:05 PM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear Diary,
Last night was weird.
I don't know what to think of the whole situation. I know I never want to see him again there's nothing there he needs to realise that. Gah!
This is crazy. I have a new boy and this other ex needs to get over everything. |
Roxy Ryan
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Vanity's like a funeral and everyone's at my wake
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roxy-ryan
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| Posted: 13 Mar 2009 08:56 PM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear Diary,
This is weird.
My housemate didn't even say hi this morning like she usually does. She came in threw my cat in my room and walked out again and then came and got my hairdryer.
She usually emails or txts me during the day/night. Not over the past 24 hrs.
I don't know. |
Roxy Ryan
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So self obsessed with my mascara and mistakes
Vanity's like a funeral and everyone's at my wake
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roxy-ryan
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| Posted: 15 Mar 2009 07:30 PM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear Diary,
I dreamt of him last night.
We haven't spoken for a few months now, ever since the drunken mistake. I miss him I just want to talk to him and maybe go out drinking and dancing 
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Roxy Ryan
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So self obsessed with my mascara and mistakes
Vanity's like a funeral and everyone's at my wake
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thisisredemption
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| Posted: 18 Mar 2009 12:28 PM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear Diary,
I can't believe I thought I could get over him so easily - just a simple decision like that, and it'd be over. I should've guessed that, only a few hours after I said, "I'm giving up on him," he came and apologized to me, being the sweetest I've ever seen him, wrecking any hope of my letting go of him. I should've seen this coming.
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Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain.
name's Dessy. :] talk to me!
Anyone can give up. It's the easiest thing in the world to do - but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength. |
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xxtinklovesuxx
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| Posted: 18 Mar 2009 03:48 PM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear Diary...
I want April to come already,
Why does shopping have to be so tiring.
Why does every guy Ive ever dated suddenly decide to come back into my life, the second that I think I have finally found happiness. |
Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy-tale.
Kamyha Rose Lynn ♥ - Coming Summer 2013. (:
Gary & Sasha - 12/1/2011 ♥ |
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mandalew
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| Posted: 18 Mar 2009 04:46 PM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear Diary,
I am blessed to have accomplished this much in the past month. First, I get student of the week. Second, I learn the FFA creed, which leads me to Regional Competition. Lastly, I get FFA Member of the Month. My life couldn't be much better, but there certainly are some things I'd change, if possible. I won't bother going into detail. |
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Amanda :] |
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-iloveyou
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| Posted: 18 Mar 2009 05:39 PM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear Diary,
I am so sick of letting everyone else's opinion influence what I actually do. I hate the fact that I think of "what they'll say" before I do anything. They are immature and their opinions should mean nothing. |
BROOKE.
being a coward isn't a legitimate career. |
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a7xbabii
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| Posted: 18 Mar 2009 11:46 PM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear diary,
It has been a little over two weeks, and almost one since this has been final. Every night since Thursday, all I can think about is him..all the things we talked about..our plans..our memories. I am going to miss his kisses, hugs, and him holding me close. Thinking of all this is just so painful. And I wonder if he is even thinking of me, I wonder if this upset him at all. Who is it that he says he is missing? Surely he hasn't found another? And if he has, who? Maybe it is time for me to move on, and get over this. It hurts so bad, though. Even if we both wanted to become that close again..it couldn't happen. Why does this hurt so bad? I shouldn't feel this way..it has happened before.
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RestInPeace, Jimmy"TheRev"Sullivan.♥
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roxy-ryan
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| Posted: 18 Mar 2009 11:50 PM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear Diary,
It had been a few months since we spoke. Ever since I made that drunken mistake. We spoke last night. My heart sank. It was normal at first. I asked if were chill and he said of course. Just hearing him say things are okay made me smile and sigh in relief. I had been making myself sick with worry for months about it all.
He's even asked to hang out.
Im so happy you wouldn't even believe. |
Roxy Ryan
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So self obsessed with my mascara and mistakes
Vanity's like a funeral and everyone's at my wake
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xxtinklovesuxx
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| Posted: 19 Mar 2009 02:09 AM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear Diary,
I can't believe it's been two weeks since I last saw him, was in his arms. It's hard to believe that as much as I don't want to go back to job corps in a couple of weeks, in a way I also look forward to it because I know when I get there I won't be alone like I was the first time, also because I will fianlly get to see him again after entierly too long. It has taken me a couple of weeks but I have finally come to the realization the my bestie is never coming back to Oklahoma for anything more than to visit me and the many other friends that she has here. And that she really will marry the wrong person, no matter how much everyone who knows and loves her tells her that she shouldn't. |
Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy-tale.
Kamyha Rose Lynn ♥ - Coming Summer 2013. (:
Gary & Sasha - 12/1/2011 ♥ |
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roxy-ryan
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| Posted: 19 Mar 2009 02:16 AM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear Diary,
While some things are looking up and couldn't be better others are downhill. She's not talking to me still since yesterday and I don't know what to say or whether to say anything at all :/
Hmm... I think I'll just let time tell.
There's not much else I can do. |
Roxy Ryan
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So self obsessed with my mascara and mistakes
Vanity's like a funeral and everyone's at my wake
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xxtinklovesuxx
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| Posted: 19 Mar 2009 02:21 AM Subject: RE: Dear Diary,, |
Dear Diary,
As complicated as our realtionship is at times, we love each more than anything. My friends say that's all the matters. My parents hate me because we have just been friends for sixteen years why couldn't it just stay that way. I try to explain, but I can't tell them what they want to hear so they don't listen at all. |
Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy-tale.
Kamyha Rose Lynn ♥ - Coming Summer 2013. (:
Gary & Sasha - 12/1/2011 ♥ |
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