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Posted: 14 Sep 2009 01:10 PM       Subject: The Fallen Angel. (For Danielle for her birthday)
The angel sits low, looking up at the sky.
Just wishing for once that she could actually fly.
Her wings are broken, they do not work.
Trying to ignore the demons, in the shadows they lurk.
They whisper words of her torturous past.
The angel doesn’t know how much longer she’ll last.
Her halo is rusted, it does not shine.
But she doesn’t complain and she doesn’t whine.
Her once white robes have now turned to gray.
God doesn’t answer but she will still pray.
She falls to her knees onto the cold ground.
Maybe tonight, salvation can be found.
But once again, God turned His back.
The angel is trying to get her life on track.
There’s too much pain that she has to endure.
She has an illness and there is no cure.
How much pain can a fallen angel take?
She shouldn’t have been born, she was a mistake.
Living this life and trying to survive.
She isn’t dead but she isn’t alive.
Pain racks her body almost every single day.
She wants to leave but she has to stay.
Taking on pain that isn’t her own.
Why can’t the pain just leave her alone?
Trying to be the person people want her to be.
All the while thinking “Why can’t I be me?”
She doesn’t talk, she bites her cheek.
All the while dying and growing weak.
Forced to walk the world, alone and afraid.
Wishing that in her deep sleep, she had stayed.
Self hatred and anger roll off of her in waves.
But she still has love and she still saves.
Every day a life falls into her hand.
She builds them up and helps them stand.
But never does she ask for anything in return.
It’s okay though, it’s not a big concern.
She’ll keep standing and doing what she has to.
The pain and agony, she prays she’ll make it through.
But at the same time, she hopes it’s too much.
She hopes at one point she might feel Death’s touch.
Falling into Death’s sweet painless embrace.
She doesn’t care if other angels say she’s a disgrace.
The fallen angel doesn’t ask for a lot of things.
All she really wants is a new set of wings.
Wings that can take her up and away.
If it comes at a price then she will gladly pay.
She wants an escape from this hell on earth.
She wants to laugh and be filled with mirth.
But most of all she wants to pass that pearly gate.
If she can’t then she can accept her fate.
Doomed to walk this world, alive but dead.
I guess she must wait for what lies ahead.
Her path is uncertain, she doesn’t know what to do.
But she knows that she will always remain true.
No matter what she will help ease your fears.
She will be there to help dry your tears.
She’ll hold you and comfort you late in the night.
Stand by your side even if you fight.
She wants to go to heaven more than you know.
But for now she’ll look up at the clouds from below.

Dani, I really hope you like it. Always be you nothing is wrong with you. :D

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Posted: 14 Sep 2009 02:21 PM         Subject: RE: The Fallen Angel. (For Danielle for her birthday)
Oh my God.
That made me cry!

Kelly, that was freaking amazing.
I don't even know what to say, seriously.
Like, this has been the worst birthday I've had yet, but Bzoink makes it all worthwhile.

Thank you!
All of you guys, 'cause even something as simple as making a thread for me and giving me Pull-ups hahah, like, that means so much. :]

And that poem, wow.

This site never fails to make me smile, I love all of you guys. * big super ultra mega-sized Bzoink hugs for everyone *
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Posted: 14 Sep 2009 08:49 PM         Subject: RE: The Fallen Angel. (For Danielle for her birthday)
I had to do something big. You've helped me a lot & you deserve to be happy. Dani, I will never stop caring. :)

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